Having a Youtube channel... well I guess it gives me some hope.
I know I'm never going to get rich or famous from it, I may never even get monetized.
But as long as I'm doing it there's always the dream that I can make something of it.
I'm almost 45, unemployed and suffering from multiple sclerosis. They also found some degenerative brain damage, but they're not 100% sure what that's from.
Getting out with my camera and filming helps me take my mind off the bad stuff, it gives me a distraction and helps me feel like I'm doing something productive, even if the stuff
I film or the videos I make aren't that good.
It motivates me to work and improve myself, to connect with people and share with them. Right now I'm working on getting batter at drawing and trying to make animations because
I want to make good films that people will enjoy.