I started because i felt kind of hopeless, I got my degree but because of a disability my employers never really kept me around, it got to the point where i was in a new job every three months so I thought id try youtube, that didn't work lol but i realised that when i was making videos i didn't feel so bad and i wasn't thinking much about my problems so i kept it up, i started talking about what i wanted to and people started sending nice comments and life doesn't feel so hard now