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This question has been asked several times on the forum and I would like to explain my answer in a little bit of detail:
Youtube has changed me. Before I began my channel early this year, I was an extremely camera shy person with a big inferiority complex. I was convinced to do this by another Youtuber who makes really good vlogs and is extremely comfortable in front of the camera. Being a Youtube personality really appealed to me and I wanted to give it a try not so much to be rich or famous, but to conquer my insecurities.
It was a big step for me because I didn’t quite know how to begin. I had a camera and a hobby but my biggest problem was, and sometimes still is, how to avoid getting tongue tied when the red light is blinking. My first few videos were awful. So awful that they never made it onto my Youtube channel. The first few videos that I did upload are better but still not great.
As I filmed more and more, the videos got better but I concede they still could use improvement. My very first uploaded video, which is my Homemade Doughnuts was the scariest because I filmed the first part of it in a public place (the gym) with a bunch of people, some I knew, others I didn’t standing around watching me. I planned it out a week in advance and even remembered a brief script in my head. I would recite the script out loud in my car while driving everyday until I got it right. It was a success. It was a huge step in overcoming the awkwardness we all feel about filming in public. I still go back and watch that video because I believe it was a turning point for me.
The biggest change is that the camera shyness is completely gone. In fact, I now love being in front of the camera and willing to do things I would never consider doing in the past such as dancing, wearing NO makeup, and acting like a clown. I can’t see myself not doing this because I’m really having so much fun now.
That is why I Youtube
Wow, I am glad you overcome your shyness.
I still experience this if I am not filming at home some times.
I feel like we as creators share something special.
It's something that normal people just don't understand. They might laugh at what we do but, we don't let it stop us or even slow us down. Honestly I want people to laugh at me. LOL. That is one of my favorite parts about YouTube is that I can entertain and bring a smile to someones face. It is a powerful feeling. I am not only in it for the money which is a good thing because, so far there isn't much money in it. I do dream of making enough at this though that one day I can quit my day job and just make videos. I enjoy doing daily VLOGS it takes away that loneliness feeling and my viewers are some one to talk to and vent to if I am upset about something. Although I mainly try to keep things positive, happy and humorous. I love making videos as a matter of a fact, I am heading outside now to film a prank I am doing on my neighbor. I am hoping it all goes perfect. It should be funny to watch if I do it right.
So, boiling it all down. I do YouTube to entertain and share my life with others.