I actually made a video that was 30+ minutes long describing my motivations. I think it was one of my first 3 videos. I have been a researcher of unusual and weird ideas and concepts for well over 10 years. My research began with trying to prove God exists, and somehow it opened an entire alternative idea & concept for me.
I had many friends who said I should write a book, or somehow share my ideas and concepts since some of them are unique. However when this idea was offered to me, I would always scoff and reply I learned what I learned thru others. Therefore it is technically not my pure idea. Their insistence that it was unique and my personal twists made all the difference in making it my own; encouraged me to try sharing it. I originally was going to do a podcast, however realized quickly many of the subjects and ideas required visuals to properly convey. Therefore decided video was the better medium, and thus began my research and investment into creating youtube videos.
Over the last year, the idea has grown into something I am quite proud of, and only recently starting to see the community catch on to what I had been creating on back burner. Now it is a full time thing, with a schedule I insist to myself to uphold, and do so quite well in my opinion.
I guess that is my basic story, hope it interested you,
Arcanum