Rory Hollinshead
Member
Hey Everyone, Im 18 years old, im an aspiring youtube and film maker, ive spent years trying to start and get a channel. Making a channel, posting a few videos and then deleting the channel because its not working because im scared of what people have thought and then repeat.
I want to be a film maker. Like thats my dream job! Making videos has been a passion of mine for so long ive just always had that fear of the opinions of other. I struggle with social anxiety so i struggle with the opinions of others in life in general.
I currently have a channel which has just the most random stuff on like its terrible, it has one short film ive made, one short documentary video i made for college, i couple montage videos and a couple vlogs. Its seriously all over the place.
Id love to have a vlogging channel but i just feel like i havent got the audience for something like that yet. So i need to pick a topic which will allow me to get some people watching and then i can start from there. Im getting frustrated with myself for being so scared of peoples opinions and i know its something i need to work on but its my hardest hurdle out of any ill ever have to come across in my life.
I just dont know what channel i want to do because if theres one thing thats for sure its that i dont want to do youtube for the views or the money i want to do it for the love and the fun of making content for people to enjoy thats always been my motive. Im such a perfectionist though that this motive prevents me from creating content because i worry that my content is never good enough.
Anyone help? Id love your advice and support!
Thank you so much!
I want to be a film maker. Like thats my dream job! Making videos has been a passion of mine for so long ive just always had that fear of the opinions of other. I struggle with social anxiety so i struggle with the opinions of others in life in general.
I currently have a channel which has just the most random stuff on like its terrible, it has one short film ive made, one short documentary video i made for college, i couple montage videos and a couple vlogs. Its seriously all over the place.
Id love to have a vlogging channel but i just feel like i havent got the audience for something like that yet. So i need to pick a topic which will allow me to get some people watching and then i can start from there. Im getting frustrated with myself for being so scared of peoples opinions and i know its something i need to work on but its my hardest hurdle out of any ill ever have to come across in my life.
I just dont know what channel i want to do because if theres one thing thats for sure its that i dont want to do youtube for the views or the money i want to do it for the love and the fun of making content for people to enjoy thats always been my motive. Im such a perfectionist though that this motive prevents me from creating content because i worry that my content is never good enough.
Anyone help? Id love your advice and support!
Thank you so much!