I guess one reason is that I got to a point in my life where I felt like I wasn't going very far in anything. I have no real hobbies or talent, I was over my job when I was hairdressing.. I do retail now but I just felt like there has to be so much more.
I'm subscribed to a few makeup gurus like shaaanxo, Jeffree star, chrisspy etc. so I decided to take some inspiration from them and start making my own videos.
I have to admit I'm not the best at makeup, I'm not really a flawless beautiful girl - I got bullied a lot at school and that really messed with my confidence and self esteem, so I didn't really know if it was going to work out or not. But hey, you got to at least try right?!
So yes, the first time talking to the camera was abit awkward at first, but one thing I was good at was public speaking. So after a few go's I got into it abit more and just went from there.
So yes, I have uploaded videos with my fails in them too, and one thing I have learnt about myself is that I do have quite the potty mouth on me but I left all of it in there, as I want people to see that this is the real me.
So I'm still new and I have a long way to go, but I'm so overwhelmed of the amount of wonderful feedback I have been given and made some new YouTube friends.
I'm currently uploading once a week, but then will eventually move on to 2 videos a week. I'm also looking into doing an online makeup course too so I can upgrade on my skills.
But one thing YouTube has given me is the excuse to keep buying makeup for my videos hahahaha