okay so why do I do youtube? Well it is mainly because I want to build up my own confidence, remove myself from being camera shy, and so in turn feeling better about myself in the future. I also like the idea of creating content that brings a smile to my viewers face which is obviously a goal for most. YouTube isn't about the money for me, it is coming over my anxiety that effects my confidence. I can happily tap away here behind a keyboard, but stand me in front of you people, and it is a totally different story, and that doesn't mean I am a keyboard warrior either because I'm not, would never plan to be. So with YouTube I hope to get over my fear of being front of a camera and accept myself for who I am.