Oh, man. I have definitely allowed my fixation with numbers and Analytics dictate my mood, but I'm aware it's my own fault and doesn't help matters.
It doesn't exactly help my case that I'm fascinated by statistics and graphs and anything like that, so I'm obsessed with the Creator Studio app because it allows me to get my fix of exactly that.
However, I have relaxed a heck of a lot more over the last few months because I've developed a loyal and steady fan base that I'm hoping to grow as I go. Knowing I'll always have someone watching my content definitely makes me feel more at ease. It affirms that what I'm doing is worth it.