This is what I think.
-As an video-editor of a channel which just started I know that we are investing lots of time for a really small amount of people(There are maybe 5-10 interested.). And honestly that's too much.
But at the end of the day this is just fun. No one of the big youtubers didn't came really to earn money.
They came exactly like you with some talent of making people laughing,crying etc. and they just now got payed out their success.There are two categories of Youtubers
1. Came for money
2. Came for fun
You are between both of them and I think that you invest lots of time for YT for money not for love.
So let the youtube be your second plan and do it for fun, professionalism isn't that easy at the beginning
I hope you really understand what I meant to say, keep the work going easily don't try to push yourself record quality videos (even in ratio 1/month) and you'll doing it fine
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