I look at my views on my videos and go: Yup, it's best to not run myself ragged trying to upload quality weekly content anymore. It's never going anywhere anyway. I still enjoy doing it, I just moderate myself so I don't get burned out completely.
The video in my signature at time of this post is now a few months old. Yeah, don't have the star next to my name anymore. It is because I scaled everything down to 1, 2 or maybe 3 videos per month.
I feel I belong there though, I never had the feeling I was forcing myself or being someone who I am not.