I don't want to sound vain, but I've never had a problem with my looks. I think I have good cheek bones and I like my small mouth. I DO wish my nose wasn't so round, I think it looks a little jewish, I think I'd be hotter if it was more pointed and smaller lol, but hey, 2 outta 3 ain't bad. As far as camera shy, I really only felt camera shy the first time I made a video, and then the first time I tried to "act". I wasn't used to having lines, and I was nervous because I just wasn't sure I could do that. But pretty much those were the only times I felt shy, soon as I saw the like bar beat the dislike bar by alot, I was like "whoa, I can do this!"
I'm gonna go check out some of your videos and see if I see what you're talking about. It may very well be all in your head. Gonna check you out right now!