I was bored and had a lot of free time. And yes,in first few videos I was really nervous,commentary sucked! But as I recorded more and more it became A LOT easier,now it's like a completely normal thing for me to record and show myself on a video. As for first negative comment I had really good experience cuz it was mostly constructive criticism. And I don't even pay attention to dislikes,there's always gonna be that one guy who gonna click it.