atypicalvideo
i don't even
In summary, lately I've been feeling fairly down about my channel.. which is ironic as I've been gaining more subscribers than ever.. but regardless I genuinely dislike the majority of the content I make. I don't know what it is, maybe I watch bigger Youtubers and set unrealistic expectations for myself? I know that sounds idiotic, but I'll watch their videos and then look at mine, and feel discouraged..
ahh this thread sounds so whiny.. I don't mean it to.. anyways, I'm curious, do you feel happy and satisfied about the videos you make? I'll be happy with the video as I edit it- but after I upload it I simply cannot stand to watch that video ever again, because for some reason the moment I upload it it becomes the most cringy thing ever.. . Am I the only one who's like this D:?
ahh this thread sounds so whiny.. I don't mean it to.. anyways, I'm curious, do you feel happy and satisfied about the videos you make? I'll be happy with the video as I edit it- but after I upload it I simply cannot stand to watch that video ever again, because for some reason the moment I upload it it becomes the most cringy thing ever.. . Am I the only one who's like this D:?