I would suggest you not worry about that one bit. It is a pipe dream but for a select few people. If you don't make it in a few months (or heck, say a year), you are unlikely to make it ever. You just don't have it. You are missing that "X" factor. Oh, and don't worry. I don't have it either. There is always that small chance that you'll fall into grace, but... it's small... astronomical.
And there really isn't any other advice but to be yourself and see what happens. But, if you stare yourself blind on the numbers you can bet your behind people will pick up on that fact by looking at your videos. Empty, soulless... There is a distinct difference in videos when someone's heart is in it. And by heart I mean passion, passion for the art of creating content.