I mean I may mention something in my videos, but I want people to subscribe as they like and watch my content, and lately I feel like people are only subscribing to help me get to 1000, which is obviously really lovely but they don't actually watch any of my videos, and I am now starting to lose more subs this month then I have lost in the previous months, and I also get pretty jealous when someone who is much newer then me, overtakes me and hits 1k much quicker then I do, I'm starting to take it way too seriously, and I need to make it a hobby again, I even get stressed when I can't think of a video idea for the week, which i'm struggling with at the moment. I got more views and subs on my videos when I wasn't as bothered then I do now, I don't want to come across as desperate!