I honestly have no idea if I could deal with it my brain gets hate mixed up a lot sometimes never relate YouTube haters to the ones on tv show like Vampire Diaries supernatural and smallville ect
You have to realize. People who hate on others are immature, and stupid. AUTOMATICALLY. Nothing that someone says to you that is offensive, or rude, or mean, is coming from someone who has any wisdom to give. The very act of hating on someone IS foolish. It is true you may do some dumb things on your channel, or you may say unbecoming things, or you may embarrass yourself, it's possible. But anyone who would have any REAL advice for you, or say anything of substance or truth, would know to say it politely. This is just, humans maturing. It's not a debateable thing, the whole point of humanity is learning that we are all together and one, and should work together. This is what humans are intended to realize, but just don't. Therefore, if someone comes to you with the intention of making you feel bad or bringing you down, they automatically prove themselves to be a fool. Their opinion doesn't matter.
When someone says "I can't lie... this made me really uncomfortable, maybe you should try this instead?" That's legit. That's the kind of criticism you should listen to. When someone says "you suck, die". They are a minus, a loser, an idiot, a troll, a douchebag, a piece of s**t, and any other negative terms you can think of. Anyone who would do that has not evolved enough to matter. Just realize this, at least TRY to realize it.