Alex.michael94
Loving YTtalk
So I'm stupidly happy that I've hit 50 subs, but now my depression has kicked in badly again and is putting up a huge wall for me to try and get past to be happy and all I can currently think is "Holy crap, even I'd punch myself in the face" when I watch my videos. I really need to get out of this state of hating myself and the things I do on YouTube because when I'm happy I think what I do is good, the moment I'm hit by being alone or having someone hate on me I get depressed again and start hating everything I do ><