KrypticCliff
Did I Hear Horror?
I'm in the same situation as you. I kind of get that feeling almost every time I edit a video. It's a sickening feeling, but I always believe one day I would wake up to see thousands of views on my videos and me smiling that my videos are getting the exposure I was looking for. If I'm lucky, have Markiplier collab with me (One of my goals) and my life with Youtube would be complete (Certainly not quit though). Sometimes I have dreams of getting the 100,000 Sub award. It's the small things that you work for and thrive to achieve, even if it takes one step at a time. Don't keep your head down, keep looking up at your achievements.

<--- Why do i all of a sudden love this emoticon? I don't even know.