Youtube recommends more small channels to me (under 200 subs) than large ones-which is quite surprising since they would obviously make a ton more money by recommending larger ones. Youtube isn't out to make life hard for small channels. They are there to make money and you need to realize that they'll make a lot more money by recommending a large channel than a small one. They don't owe you anything and you shouldn't expect them to promote you. If it happens, consider it a bonus, but if you're depending on it to make a living, you're going to be sorely disappointed.