I just wanted it really badly, and that's the only thing. And for me, as I said I really well connected with blues music as more than music, and a few bad break ups and a little of alcohol abuse went hand in hand, so when I crawled out, I just played and practice, since I did not want to do anything else. I started playing at the age of 18 only, and I am 22 now so it not like I spend all my childhood doing it

Look at how well you sing now, you probably did not start out at this spot, and it took effort to get it here.
Also, can I just say on your recordings, whoever manages the echoes and reverbs and mixes all that should get a pat on the back. Talk about spot on.
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Atherine
By the way, listening to you sing, if I may, I think you should really try doing tears in heaven. Your voice would be perfect for that song.