Why has my mood changed again!

StraightUpIrish

StraightUpIrish

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I was so hyped this time I was doing so well in less then a month I passed my goals and now I don't feel it. I want to do it I swear I do I just don't seem to be rushing to get next video out I am putting everything ahead of it. I don't know it's just irritating because I put so much effort into last few videos and I am getting views and comments and likes for them but me as one am getting so lazy. What could get me out of this crappy new routine?
 
Do you have any projects youve had in mind but havent actually done yet? Like a video idea you have in waiting that hasnt materialized yet? When I get in a slump, I dig up an old project like that to get excited again.
 
I'm in a similar boat after hitting my 3,000 sub milestone. Like I was super happy about it, it was a big goal of mines, and it felt surreal, but indeed I've been a complete procrastinating mess right after it happened. On the bright side it's barely been a week since my last upload, so it's not like I've been out of commission for long..yet.

I find myself panicking more about what to upload next, and making sure it's of a high standard. I have all these crazy, probably unrealistic, fears too that are currently paralyzing me.

I keep trying to remind myself that every time I'm on the threshold of a big positive change, there's ton of fear trying to turn me around-and that I've regretted giving into the fear every single time. I need to find some way to push through my heart racing, and the "you're gonna muck this up" voices on loop in my head to just keep doing what I was doing.

Closest I've gotten is practicing mindfulness and literally doing all my ideas at once and seeing which one I latch onto/seems the most realistic to finish against a certain deadline.
 
Its simply a phase, trust me. You don't want to stop making videos because once you do, you'll look back and regret it. If you enjoy it just do it :D
 
Thanks everybody!Just took a two month brake sort my head out and my channel went from 30 to 58 subs since my last video XD just put my next vid up and I will keep going from here. Some of you mention trying something new and I think thats a good idea :) constantly caring what people are thinking is ruining my experience but thank you all for your kind feedback :D
 
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