What do you think makes people subscribe to you?

Good content, atleast I hope so. I'm trying to push the thought that people are subscribing just for the sake of being nice, but as much as I push, it still lingers in my mind. While it is true, it's not helpful to have such a mental state.
 
Good content, atleast I hope so. I'm trying to push the thought that people are subscribing just for the sake of being nice, but as much as I push, it still lingers in my mind. While it is true, it's not helpful to have such a mental state.

Right, that's the thing. No matter how much praise I get, I think "they feel sorry for me" Or "they thought it was goofy and stupid but found my willingness to try endearing" Like I never think "It hit, they thought it was awesome" Which is probably a reflection of where I am as a creator. I am not behind everything I do, I am instead cutting myself slack in the production, because I can't fully look at the production, because I'm not fully ok with myself and everything I am producing yet. Both content wise and social interaction wise.

I don't pay attention to the details because I'm afraid of what I'll find so I cut slack in the production phase. Then in the watch back phase I don't let my energy IMPACT my thoughts or mental awareness, and therefore I only half engage the true feel of the vlog in watching back, I watch from a "technical" standpoint.

This leaves me unsure of what I have truly put out, and then when I watch back my creation when it's been on youtube getting views, I am uneasy. What do all my actions in this video say? I'm not sure, it's been a one eye open one eye closed matter and boom now eyes are examining it closer than I ever did. I still don't fully examine it, I just feel uneasy about the whole thing now.

I just pin pointed a huge problem of mine, glad we did this.
 
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