What mostly motivates me is the fact that if I succeeded in what I'm trying to do, than I would also be fulfilling my life's dream, which is to produce content that people enjoy (Only gaming videos right now and for AWHILE).
UNNECCESARY INFORMATION ALERT (I don't know how to spoiler xD)
Since I was a small child I always liked to write short novels, and create short stories (like 12+ pages for me lol) to read in front of classmates and what not. I was interested in stand up comedy for a short while but twas not my shtick. I was always unsure of what I actually wanted to do with my life, because there were no realistic fields of work that I was interested in. I was very scared of the future because of that. I convinced myself I'd be a writer, as that was always what I enjoyed most, but I soon realized that was not my shtick either. I wanted to give the enjoyment myself, I wanted it to come through me in a more real way, not translated off of a page. (Though I don't plan on giving up on writing

) That left me more confused as to what to do. But then about a year ago, I found out that Pewdiepie was a thing. I didn't very much enjoy him, but when I saw that it was possible to do what he was doing, I knew what I wanted to do. So now after waiting patiently for about a year and a half, I'm finally getting the opportunity to give it my best shot. But that was a lot a ramble...Been a couple of days since I had a minute to waste like this lol.