Nervous when uploading a video?

When I upload videos I know nobody will like, I don't care, because that's the point, but I used to get nauseated when uploading "real" videos, because you click on it and it's your voice that everyone will be listening to.[DOUBLEPOST=1389996639,1389996561][/DOUBLEPOST]
Oh! Noooooo I got nervous while actually making my videos, and you could easily see how nervous I was back then. By the time I was uploading the videos, I was so sleepy and mad, I just wanted to go to bed. I don't know how many times it would complete the uploading process, and I'd just close the laptop immediately and lay down.
Do you even upload?
 
When I upload videos I know nobody will like, I don't care, because that's the point, but I used to get nauseated when uploading "real" videos, because you click on it and it's your voice that everyone will be listening to.[DOUBLEPOST=1389996639,1389996561][/DOUBLEPOST]
Do you even upload?
Yes, this past summer made I made plenty of videos. I restarted my channel back in August, and deleted all of those old videos.

Not to mention the one-off video I made in October, which is now on private.
 
Yes, this past summer made I made plenty of videos. I restarted my channel back in August, and deleted all of those old videos.

Not to mention the one-off video I made in October, which is now on private.
Ah yes, that's pretty much what I did.
 
Personally I get nervous about the first comment. It can put your video into a sea of dispair and trolls, or it can allow you to soar and get a sea of discussions going. The actual upload itself isnt too bad for me, because the way I look at it, if I decided this was good enough to put out, then SOMEONE will enjoy it.
 
I honestly don't really get that nervous, but I've been uploading for technically 4 years now, and technically my first video uploaded (since deleted) was me doing a snooker trickshot I recorded on my phone when I was 11 back in 2008, so I really don't remember what it was like getting nervous haha!
 
May I ask who they were? Were they Prank or Vlog channels?

Vlog, I don't bother saying who they are because it just brings it all up again, they have done a lot of questionable things in the past aswell. YouTube is full of young fan kids though who can never see their favourite youtubers in a bad light no matter what they have done and will defend them to the death.

That's the one thing I don't like about youtuber, young teenage girls, they are actually deluded and make me wonder wether or not mental health has deteriorated that much in younger generations.
 
I'm a bit of an actor (Drama classes, and 1 focus program in school. In college for animation) so I've got some pretty good control over that nervousness.

Easy to say, hard to do: Forget about what people think of you (Unless they are horrendously wrong and backed up by hundreds of others, not to be mistaken with the "4Chan Hivemind"). Have the ability to take criticism well, and to look through the negativity to find the bits you can use to better yourself.
 
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