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I've Got It
Recently I wrote a response to someone else's thread. The one who started the thread liked my answer and then wanted to delete the thread. It was their right but I was a little bummed at having my awesome response erased. Lol. No hard feelings really but I realised I still had it saved on my phone clipboard so I thought I'd share it here.
"Wow, let me start by saying I hope you find your answers.
And secondly, I apologize for the wall of text.
I'm not in your scenario so I don't know if anything I'm about to say is applicable or if you'll take anything to heart. So I'm just gonna throw some thoughts down and let you pick and choose if they apply to you.
1. I have to be having fun. Not only is it kinda lame to do stuff I don't enjoy, but really I bet my viewers can pick up on my emotion pretty easily. My happiness or my stress comes through on screen and can greatly impact my viewers which I imagine impacts my success. But if I'm not having fun I'm lacking my main motivator to do YouTube videos in the first place.
2. I dont rely on YouTube for income. I'm not guaranteed an income just by uploading content. And not having a means of income just magnifies my stress, as you've kinda detailed in your post. And all that stress impacts viewers (see 1 above) and can lead me to expectation which when not met leads to depression, anxiety, downward spiral. Getting a job doesn't mean you have to quit YouTube. I have a full time 40 hour a week job, my kids on the weekend, weight lifting 3 times a week, yoga twice a week, Dragon boating once a week, massage continuing education classes that pop up, discussion group I like to go to once a month, reading whenever I can fit it in, gf time on a regular basis, yada yada yada all stuff I enjoy, and because I enjoy YouTube too I make time for it because it's fun. Stress with all the time in the world will kill your drive but a busy low stress life full of fun will drive you to produce better YouTube and the enthusiasm you portray will get you better viewers I think.
3. More on expectation, although watching other channels could help me improve my own channel, more often than not I start to compare and judge myself inferior, which leads to expectation and depression like #2 above. So I don't look at many other channels all that often. I AM trying to network more with other youtubers, like interacting here on YTTalk and I do need to check out everyone's channels but I get in trouble if I start comparing.
4. I have to ignore my sub count and my view count immediately after looking at them. I know my growth is rather slow. I know my channel is not as flashy or attractive as many of the others. But I have to remind myself what I'm doing this for. It's personal and it benefits me personally. Sub and view counts stroke my ego, which when the counts stop rising lead to expectation and depression again like above. YouTube allows me to research amazing tech and science, since I vlog and explain these back to my audience. The practice helps me focus my mind in learning, arranging and giving back to others. It helps me step through a process of production which is fun. All these are reasons focused on me, very selfish I know but it's all dependant on me and not on others so I control my forward movement. The opinions of others do not. I do this for me. And so I'll keep doing it.
So as a recap:
Have fun.
Get a dependable job.
Fill your life with amazing activities.
Don't compare your channel to others.
Do YouTube for you.
And do YouTube your way.
Just my thoughts."
"Wow, let me start by saying I hope you find your answers.
And secondly, I apologize for the wall of text.
I'm not in your scenario so I don't know if anything I'm about to say is applicable or if you'll take anything to heart. So I'm just gonna throw some thoughts down and let you pick and choose if they apply to you.
1. I have to be having fun. Not only is it kinda lame to do stuff I don't enjoy, but really I bet my viewers can pick up on my emotion pretty easily. My happiness or my stress comes through on screen and can greatly impact my viewers which I imagine impacts my success. But if I'm not having fun I'm lacking my main motivator to do YouTube videos in the first place.
2. I dont rely on YouTube for income. I'm not guaranteed an income just by uploading content. And not having a means of income just magnifies my stress, as you've kinda detailed in your post. And all that stress impacts viewers (see 1 above) and can lead me to expectation which when not met leads to depression, anxiety, downward spiral. Getting a job doesn't mean you have to quit YouTube. I have a full time 40 hour a week job, my kids on the weekend, weight lifting 3 times a week, yoga twice a week, Dragon boating once a week, massage continuing education classes that pop up, discussion group I like to go to once a month, reading whenever I can fit it in, gf time on a regular basis, yada yada yada all stuff I enjoy, and because I enjoy YouTube too I make time for it because it's fun. Stress with all the time in the world will kill your drive but a busy low stress life full of fun will drive you to produce better YouTube and the enthusiasm you portray will get you better viewers I think.
3. More on expectation, although watching other channels could help me improve my own channel, more often than not I start to compare and judge myself inferior, which leads to expectation and depression like #2 above. So I don't look at many other channels all that often. I AM trying to network more with other youtubers, like interacting here on YTTalk and I do need to check out everyone's channels but I get in trouble if I start comparing.
4. I have to ignore my sub count and my view count immediately after looking at them. I know my growth is rather slow. I know my channel is not as flashy or attractive as many of the others. But I have to remind myself what I'm doing this for. It's personal and it benefits me personally. Sub and view counts stroke my ego, which when the counts stop rising lead to expectation and depression again like above. YouTube allows me to research amazing tech and science, since I vlog and explain these back to my audience. The practice helps me focus my mind in learning, arranging and giving back to others. It helps me step through a process of production which is fun. All these are reasons focused on me, very selfish I know but it's all dependant on me and not on others so I control my forward movement. The opinions of others do not. I do this for me. And so I'll keep doing it.
So as a recap:
Have fun.
Get a dependable job.
Fill your life with amazing activities.
Don't compare your channel to others.
Do YouTube for you.
And do YouTube your way.
Just my thoughts."
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