You're a complicated fellow. Well, if you don't want a partnership, then don't accept it. They usually make you sign on for a year or two and require you to make at least 2 videos a month. So if you don't want the partnership, you're not likely to take it seriously enough to meet the means of your contract with them. Especially if you don't care about making money, then there's no point in a partnership. I see you make gaming videos and the biggest positive thing a network will bring is to let you monetize on video games that would otherwise be banned to do on your own because it's not your content.
Also, the world treats you the way you think it will. If you think that you already know what's going to happen to you because it's the opposite of what you want, that's what will happen because you've already convinced yourself and the universe that it will happen. I try to send out positive energy and so far I've gotten positive things back.