FantasyGamerX
'Cause Grades.
For the nine people who follow my channel, thank you, but you may have noticed I have not uploaded a video in over a week. I have my Wolverine Movie Review all ready to be edited, but I just can't. My mind is arguing with myself one side giving me alternative ideas to this channel and the other trying to get me to edit and make a video. It tells me to open a gaming channel, which is the stupidest thing I could do right now with a channel my size, and to close this channel down, which is the SECOND stupidest thing I could do right now. I know that youtube is big, and that I won't get insta fame, but that part of me is expecting that and keeps telling me- what's the point, you'll upload for some time, probably never get to 100k subs, so really why are you doing this. I'm doing this because it's fun, but I can't seem to find the motivation to continue. I really want to, but it's like half my mind is dragging me back

