Goodbye;

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It was nice seeing you all.
I have destroyed all my social media.
I don't know what my future is. I might as well give up on everything. I don't know what's going to happen. Now it's already too late. I wasted three years of youtubing and meeting you all. I've committed suicide on the Internet. I need help but I don't know where to get help from. I'm already feeling drained. I don't know what the future will entail. I might as well put a ; and leave on from there.

I don't know how my friends will react. Will I give up? Who knows. I'm falling apart right now. This is insanity. :(

Goodbye;
 
This isn't exactly the place to put these kind of things. There's nothing we can really do to help you. I'm gonna beat @Michael to it and say call your local suicide hot-line or talk to someone you trust.

Life's just too valuable
 
Dude, do what you have to do TO STAY ALIVE. Suicide shouldn't be an option. If that's cutting out YouTube and social media, do it. Be happy :) And I know that's easier said than done, but do everything you can to be happy. There are people rooting on you. There are people who depend on you to stay alive. There's a God I know that made you perfect, my friend, and has a plan for you! :) Call the suicide hotlines people have listed above. Just know that people are more affected by you than you think.
 
Elissa Jordan said:
Dude, do what you have to do TO STAY ALIVE. Suicide shouldn't be an option. If that's cutting out YouTube and social media, do it. Be happy :) And I know that's easier said than done, but do everything you can to be happy. There are people rooting on you. There are people who depend on you to stay alive. There's a God I know that made you perfect, my friend, and has a plan for you! :) Call the suicide hotlines people have listed above. Just know that people are more affected by you than you think.
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I will not kill myself on earth. Thank you for the support.
 
First of all if you haven't had any success with YouTube that is no reason to feel they way you do. There IS life outside YouTube. You have other issues that need to be addressed by a professional and there is no shame on that. You can't give up, you have to (like Dori says) "just keep swimming..." You have been given the most incredible gift the Universe can make, self-awareness. You are the maximum expression of Creation, it is short lived, don't waste it.
 
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