well yeah, videos are meant to be watched by people. a lot of people claim they dont care about views or subscribers, but its like, ok i get not compromising yourself for views or subscribers, but if they really didnt care at all, they wouldnt be making videos. theyd just be talking to themselves in the mirror. of course its exciting to see that number go up because it means people liked it. its interesting how you say "a large part of your content is how others perceive it" as if the content actually changes based on how people perceive it. but i guess thats true. peoples opinions of your videos dictate your image, and then your image predisposes how your videos are perceived. so its like a cycle. but all someone can do is be true to themselves and keep making videos that they feel passionately about, and in the end people can either watch or not watch. people who get too obsessed with gaining views and subscribers are just going to drive themselves crazy and never be happy with what they have anyway.