Hi Stef! I'm sure your music is great, you just gotta keep trying, my videos seem like they are getting worse and worse too but I keep trying. You probibly feel that way because with each new song your trying harder and harder and you feel like your not going anywhere so your getting harder and harder on yourself, so really its not that your not getting better its just the fact your being to hard on yourself, just relax, and enjoy the music, after all, i'm assuming its somthing you like to do and also enjoy doing, so just sit back relax and don't be so hard on yourself and i'm sure your music is awesome!