struggling

Desperately Need Help YT Talk Members. I am crazy passionate about Spiritual development, Making people laugh, Comedy, etc. However, I am finding it very hard to come up with Unique and different ideas for videos. I am not your typical vlogger type. My life is boring as heck. I don't want...

I just do not know how to keep the feeling of wanting to upload. It is as if I want to but I don't do it, because "I'll record tomorrow". I need help sticking to uploading and recording..

youtube just seems to be getting worse for me, i can barely get any views on my videos and ive been stuck on the same amount of subscribers for ages now, i think the only people that view it is friends and family, i do everything by the book, i don't buy things etc, it just feels like sometimes...

Brace yourselves for a story. . . I've always wanted to be an entertainer. It's been my dream, my goal. Unfortunately at a young age my parent convinced me to have a "back up plan", because this plan required college and education my dreams of being an entertainer had to be put on the back...