Symph
I'm a dude with a face and I know how to use it.
Taylor, my mom my whole life has told me I seem gay, no woman will ever want me until I become manlier. She's also told me that I don't work hard at anything and that's why I have no success and girls don't like lazy guys and well, she's just drilled it into my head that I'll be a horrible husband so I don't date. It's hard to shake the stigmas our parents put on us. But you keep saying your videos suck, and that is a slap in the face to everyone who likes them, and I'm one of those people. Don't tell me that what I like sucks lol. I was JEALOUS of you. In my videos I come off like a crazy dorky goofball and sure it's entertaining, but I have little if any sex appeal in my videos. I thought you came across like this really cool guy that girls would just love and I was super jealous of that.
Why don't you listen to us and not the people who are bringing you down? You say only 15 people watch your videos. I highly doubt that, but let's say it's true. That's 15 fans who want to see what you do and look forward to it, even impacting one life is a reason to do something. If you really stop making videos you will be letting down alot of people. Maybe you're emotional right now because of what's happened with your father, step away from the situation, gather yourself, gain a fresh perspective, but don't quit yet man. You are NOT a fraud and a failure, you're a charming talented guy who has personality traits I envy, and quite frankly, you're jealous of Cyr? PFFT.. I'd watch you over Cyr any day, he just comes across to me like someone who's ego has been stroked too much and now he thinks he can get away with anything. But his videos bore me to tears, not gonna lie. No offense to him, but I'd rather watch you.
Why don't you listen to us and not the people who are bringing you down? You say only 15 people watch your videos. I highly doubt that, but let's say it's true. That's 15 fans who want to see what you do and look forward to it, even impacting one life is a reason to do something. If you really stop making videos you will be letting down alot of people. Maybe you're emotional right now because of what's happened with your father, step away from the situation, gather yourself, gain a fresh perspective, but don't quit yet man. You are NOT a fraud and a failure, you're a charming talented guy who has personality traits I envy, and quite frankly, you're jealous of Cyr? PFFT.. I'd watch you over Cyr any day, he just comes across to me like someone who's ego has been stroked too much and now he thinks he can get away with anything. But his videos bore me to tears, not gonna lie. No offense to him, but I'd rather watch you.