Te-Erika
I've Got It
I was just thinking. I mean, it could be the wine talking or the fact that I'm cramping right now and have been for more than a week even though I'm nervous because of that slip up I had with Tony about 2 weeks ago where I had to go take the morning after pill.
But anyway. I was just thinking. I keep reading your posts and comments and most of us don't have a big audience, don't get thousands of views and we aren't really anybody special on Youtube yet, we are still posting and still trying to be better at our hobby, our passion.
Do you know what that means? That means that we are the ones that Youtube forgets. No one may never see how much work I put into that 4 minute video and how many hours I spent trying to find the perfect song to go along with that photo montage which only got blocked in most countries because of copyright issues. No one cares about my channel! I put a lot of damn work into that channel for 6 years!
I put my heart and soul into my s**t. I'm not a videographer. I spend money on equipment, I even moved across the country to film a documentary about moving to LA and no one gives a damn. 390 videos. 6 years. 600 subs. I don't even watch my stats anymore. I just do it.
I do it because I'm a Youtuber dammit. This is fun for me. I love the feeling I have when I upload a new video and watch it for the first time. I feel like I'm not just a voyeur out there watching the game- I'M IN THE GAME! I'M PLAYING TOO!
I'm not on the sidelines. I am a Youtuber. And even when I only get 21 views, at least my light is still on.
But anyway. I was just thinking. I keep reading your posts and comments and most of us don't have a big audience, don't get thousands of views and we aren't really anybody special on Youtube yet, we are still posting and still trying to be better at our hobby, our passion.
Do you know what that means? That means that we are the ones that Youtube forgets. No one may never see how much work I put into that 4 minute video and how many hours I spent trying to find the perfect song to go along with that photo montage which only got blocked in most countries because of copyright issues. No one cares about my channel! I put a lot of damn work into that channel for 6 years!
I put my heart and soul into my s**t. I'm not a videographer. I spend money on equipment, I even moved across the country to film a documentary about moving to LA and no one gives a damn. 390 videos. 6 years. 600 subs. I don't even watch my stats anymore. I just do it.
I do it because I'm a Youtuber dammit. This is fun for me. I love the feeling I have when I upload a new video and watch it for the first time. I feel like I'm not just a voyeur out there watching the game- I'M IN THE GAME! I'M PLAYING TOO!
I'm not on the sidelines. I am a Youtuber. And even when I only get 21 views, at least my light is still on.

