Symph
I'm a dude with a face and I know how to use it.
I feel like I'm... Like there's some inside joke going on behind my back I don't know about. Like people who sub to me are just teasing me cause then it's funny when they don't watch me. Or maybe everyone's laughing at me behind my back, I've been trying to convince myself the way my channel was going was not anything wrong. It was normal, it's just how it goes sometimes.
But this is undeniably not usual. I have 430 subs, they're probably all real too, I had some bots added to my count a while back but they cleaned out all my dead subs I think. So these are real people, but alot of my vlogs get 60 views, the last two got less than THIRTY. 430 subscribers, 30 wanted to watch my video.
And it's weird, when you're getting told you're doing things well. When people say your vlogs are hilarious, when everyone's telling you you're doing well, and I'm like "ok then why do my subscribers not watch me?" It just... I dunno man, I'm not considering throwing in the towel or anything, just coming to grips with the fact that my audience really isn't that into me lol It really... it's quite.. deflating.
But this is undeniably not usual. I have 430 subs, they're probably all real too, I had some bots added to my count a while back but they cleaned out all my dead subs I think. So these are real people, but alot of my vlogs get 60 views, the last two got less than THIRTY. 430 subscribers, 30 wanted to watch my video.
And it's weird, when you're getting told you're doing things well. When people say your vlogs are hilarious, when everyone's telling you you're doing well, and I'm like "ok then why do my subscribers not watch me?" It just... I dunno man, I'm not considering throwing in the towel or anything, just coming to grips with the fact that my audience really isn't that into me lol It really... it's quite.. deflating.