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So...here it goes:
Vanoss was actually my first inspiration to become a YouTube channel, then others, Berleezy, Cinemassacre, Coryxkenshin, Ownage Pranks, and plenty others. I aspire to put light, chill, and laughter in people's days. Every viewer and fan is on the same plane as me and i always show my appreciation and love to interact with y'all... But I have to admit I did bot on some videos, and it's almost obvious, not all of them though, but as I'm growing older and not 12 or 14 anymore, botting isn't going to get you anywhere, and what's the fun in pretending like the success is there like it'll come that fast? Honestly, I don't look up upon botting, and it's a waste of time, and it's cheating. And cheating is trash. At first, the only reason I've ever botted was because I was surrounded by so much good talk about it at first, how good it is for your channel, so I was put under the false belief and impression that it was beneficial, and I just couldn't stop for a bit, being desperate and impatient like I was is totally NOT the way to go, and I feel like an a-hole for doing something so foolish and unfair, so I'm sorry for that because I know someone out there is disappointed, heck I'm even disappointed. It's just when you have barely any active subs that are moderately proportional to the ones you have, it's a tough position to be in. They always say, "do it for yourself", "do it because it's your passion, something you love doing". I do love what i'm doing, but all love needs to be shared in order for it to feel good, you know what i mean? I can love my content, and my hobby all i want, but if there's not a lot of people to share it with, then it's almost pointless (as so it seems). You can be placed in a room, all by yourself, with the things you love, games, or a toy, electronics, systems, books, computers, TVs, but there will be nothing on this Earth that will make you feel better than people being there for you, supporting you, seeing the same you do, reassuring you that what you believe about yourself is right and just makes you feel successful, on top of this world. I was in denial of seeing that the success wasn't there, so early, forcing thousands of views on my channel up until the last video, just because I believed they deserve the attention (I still do believe that of course, I have pride in my content) Anyways, all that aside, I will be getting more active on my channel soon, and I will give it my all, it's just that when the recognition isn't there, it weighs you down, and makes you feel like what you're doing is going to no use. Now I'm not here to complain, or be an edgy boy, and want pity like an attention-seeker., I'ma be real with y'all and that's just how I feel. So if any if you guys, the fans here, the viewers, everyone here, who are feeling the same way if you have a channel, or if you decide to check me out or share, I'd gladly appreciate it I'm sorry for the sad-ish tone in this comment, I'm no where near this depressing on my channel lol, I save that for my own time because we all go through it sometimes. Anyways y'all, thank you for reading this long sermon lol, it just feels good to put things out there for people to hear (see in this case ) and i really appreciate it. I hope you guys have a good rest of the day
ηαωαя out
Vanoss was actually my first inspiration to become a YouTube channel, then others, Berleezy, Cinemassacre, Coryxkenshin, Ownage Pranks, and plenty others. I aspire to put light, chill, and laughter in people's days. Every viewer and fan is on the same plane as me and i always show my appreciation and love to interact with y'all... But I have to admit I did bot on some videos, and it's almost obvious, not all of them though, but as I'm growing older and not 12 or 14 anymore, botting isn't going to get you anywhere, and what's the fun in pretending like the success is there like it'll come that fast? Honestly, I don't look up upon botting, and it's a waste of time, and it's cheating. And cheating is trash. At first, the only reason I've ever botted was because I was surrounded by so much good talk about it at first, how good it is for your channel, so I was put under the false belief and impression that it was beneficial, and I just couldn't stop for a bit, being desperate and impatient like I was is totally NOT the way to go, and I feel like an a-hole for doing something so foolish and unfair, so I'm sorry for that because I know someone out there is disappointed, heck I'm even disappointed. It's just when you have barely any active subs that are moderately proportional to the ones you have, it's a tough position to be in. They always say, "do it for yourself", "do it because it's your passion, something you love doing". I do love what i'm doing, but all love needs to be shared in order for it to feel good, you know what i mean? I can love my content, and my hobby all i want, but if there's not a lot of people to share it with, then it's almost pointless (as so it seems). You can be placed in a room, all by yourself, with the things you love, games, or a toy, electronics, systems, books, computers, TVs, but there will be nothing on this Earth that will make you feel better than people being there for you, supporting you, seeing the same you do, reassuring you that what you believe about yourself is right and just makes you feel successful, on top of this world. I was in denial of seeing that the success wasn't there, so early, forcing thousands of views on my channel up until the last video, just because I believed they deserve the attention (I still do believe that of course, I have pride in my content) Anyways, all that aside, I will be getting more active on my channel soon, and I will give it my all, it's just that when the recognition isn't there, it weighs you down, and makes you feel like what you're doing is going to no use. Now I'm not here to complain, or be an edgy boy, and want pity like an attention-seeker., I'ma be real with y'all and that's just how I feel. So if any if you guys, the fans here, the viewers, everyone here, who are feeling the same way if you have a channel, or if you decide to check me out or share, I'd gladly appreciate it I'm sorry for the sad-ish tone in this comment, I'm no where near this depressing on my channel lol, I save that for my own time because we all go through it sometimes. Anyways y'all, thank you for reading this long sermon lol, it just feels good to put things out there for people to hear (see in this case ) and i really appreciate it. I hope you guys have a good rest of the day
