Merlina Rodas
I've Got It
Hey everyone - I opened my channel about 2 months ago.
The channel is a lot of work as I'm sure you all know. I enjoy writing the scripts, I love editing and planning, but I feel like I'm lacking confidence and when it comes to actually getting in front of the camera… well, I'm just not sure if that's really my thing.
There are times when I don't even want to share my videos with anyone because I don't like people seeing me on screen.
I enjoy it for a while but then I feel self conscious and nervous. I don't want to delete my channel because then I'd feel like a quitter. I mean, I've only just started two months ago, maybe I should give it a chance. Then I think, won't it be harder to get out of it the longer I wait?
Then I think about the feedback I've been receiving. 1000 views is a lot in two months and I feel like I've really accomplished something, I just wonder if it's the right accomplishment. Is it a path I want to continue to follow? I don't think it is, and it seems to be causing me a lot of my stress.
Anyone else felt unmotivated at some point.. how did you get through it? Based on my story, do you think I should continue youtubing?
The channel is a lot of work as I'm sure you all know. I enjoy writing the scripts, I love editing and planning, but I feel like I'm lacking confidence and when it comes to actually getting in front of the camera… well, I'm just not sure if that's really my thing.
There are times when I don't even want to share my videos with anyone because I don't like people seeing me on screen.
I enjoy it for a while but then I feel self conscious and nervous. I don't want to delete my channel because then I'd feel like a quitter. I mean, I've only just started two months ago, maybe I should give it a chance. Then I think, won't it be harder to get out of it the longer I wait?
Then I think about the feedback I've been receiving. 1000 views is a lot in two months and I feel like I've really accomplished something, I just wonder if it's the right accomplishment. Is it a path I want to continue to follow? I don't think it is, and it seems to be causing me a lot of my stress.
Anyone else felt unmotivated at some point.. how did you get through it? Based on my story, do you think I should continue youtubing?