I think this will be my last post and topic for some time. Anyway.. I didn't record anything last 2-3 months, 'couse I was focused on my real life. Finding friends, girlfriend, therapy ... I tried to talk with people. I really tried hard to not make my real life living hell. Anyway... am at the point where I need to decide about going seriuslly with youtube, or give up and dedicate myself to real life. My last girlfriend told me that she doesn't want to be a part of my YT life, and I respect that. I can see myself as a father some day, with familly, job and stuff .. but yeah: follow your wild dream and do YT for some time.. give it all to YT, or follow your other dream and focus on real life? Pros and cons. Go now!