Probably my self-esteem/motivation also just elaborating on ideas that I have. My self- esteem because I just feel like I suck so then that plays into everything else. Why am I going to make videos if I think I suck, why am I going to develop my ideas if they are just going to end up sucking. What if I come up with a "good idea" and think that it's good but watch my video later and cringe at it? Or I come up with better ways to do the video later after I've already done it? I'M JUST A HUGE MESS. I'm dying. Help. (I'm not really dying, I'm just being over-dramatic)