Hi Guys,
I went from 1500 views / 48 hours to 350 views / 48 hours. I don't know why this has happened. However, I am not going to "quit" uploading videos. Nevertheless, I am going to stop trying to run it like a business.
I go to college and work part-time as well. These are the two things I am looking to support me financially for the next five years.
Now youtube for me is:
- A creative outlet. Its a place where I can "build" (as I call like to call it) the type of videos that the future me would be proud of.
- A stress reliever
- A place for me to make friends who also like to create things and live a proactive lifestyle.
- A place where I feel like I am contributing to world however big or small the contribution
- A place where hopefully I can fall back on one day when I want to leave the regular 9-5 job thing. Not now.
I think with this mindset I will be focusing on the quality of my videos and not checking the realtime views every 30 minutes.
Be happy guys. I used to live a very stressful life. Until recently I've learned that stress is often not worth all of the life that it distracts you from.