TheDutchTexan
I Love YTtalk
If you don't do it for fun don't do it at all. The top is reserved for a select few, and it is highly likely you are not one of them. Don't worry, I am in the same boat. Having 5.2K subscribers after years of being on the platform is hardly a success story. I went through the transition of the dream of doing it for a living to making it a hobby. I now only create the content I want to create, nothing more, nothing less. If I don't feel like editing I am not editing. If it is a hobby you should treat it as one. As soon as it becomes not fun stop. Take a breather, and pick it back up again when you are well and ready to. I used to edit car reviews in a week and sometimes a day. Now I take 4 weeks. And my content gets better for it. I am more critical, cut out more dead space and really take the time to maximize the content I produce. This in turn makes me happier. And I have a lot of time to spend with the family, and also watching TV shows I haven't been able to watch because I was so focused on YouTube. It is both a blessing and a curse, running a YouTube channel. Best to focus on the blessings and keep that curse at bay as much as possible.