I'm a Youtuber like you guys and I try to do a good job at uploading good content. However, I am extremely secretive about my channel. I haven't told anyone about it, the only people who know about it are my best friends because they had a round of the good old 'google your friends'. No one in my family even knows about it.
I once had a conversation with my brother where he said a friend of his was doing youtube and he started laughing about it, saying it's stupid and a waste of time. It destroyed my self confidence, I mean, how can I be proud of what I do when my own brother says it's ridiculous. One of my sisters said it as well, no one supports the idea. I once mockingly asked my mother what she would say if I ever did Youtube and she plainly said I should do something else as it's "a waste of potential".
I'm kind of lost, I try to erase every trace of my channel whenever someone is in the room. When I'm uploading or editing a video, I quickly click everything away because I don't want it to be discovered out of fear that everyone will laugh at me.
I've kind of had this problem with everything, being belittled and laughed at by everyone up to a point where I get suspicious or paranoid when someone actually gives me a compliment or starts talking to me.
I digress though ahaha, I just wanted a place to drop some emotions as it doesn't work in real life for me. Thank you for reading, reader
I once had a conversation with my brother where he said a friend of his was doing youtube and he started laughing about it, saying it's stupid and a waste of time. It destroyed my self confidence, I mean, how can I be proud of what I do when my own brother says it's ridiculous. One of my sisters said it as well, no one supports the idea. I once mockingly asked my mother what she would say if I ever did Youtube and she plainly said I should do something else as it's "a waste of potential".
I'm kind of lost, I try to erase every trace of my channel whenever someone is in the room. When I'm uploading or editing a video, I quickly click everything away because I don't want it to be discovered out of fear that everyone will laugh at me.
I've kind of had this problem with everything, being belittled and laughed at by everyone up to a point where I get suspicious or paranoid when someone actually gives me a compliment or starts talking to me.
I digress though ahaha, I just wanted a place to drop some emotions as it doesn't work in real life for me. Thank you for reading, reader