- Joined
- Dec 11, 2016
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- 26
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- 8
Woke up to see i'd hit 20 subs, seriously delighted and can't thank every one of them enough.
I'd vowed if i hadn't broke into the 20's by the middle of January, i'd stop making videos because no matter how much praise those who do watch your vids give, it's hard not to feel that you're just not good enough when it feels nobody is even willing to watch them and the ones who do just don't seem to like them "enough" to subscribe for more. (even though i know myself how picky a youtuber i am when it comes to subbing and i usually watch about 30 vids before deciding to sub someone lol)
Anyway, i was probably 80% sure the channel was over, views were actually regressing, i was drawing abuse for zero reason other than crazed fans of big channels can't accept other people playing the same thing as their favourite and nobody else has a right to make videos. So yeah, it might "only" be 20, but by hell it's an incredible 20 and i couldn't be more thankful!!
I'd vowed if i hadn't broke into the 20's by the middle of January, i'd stop making videos because no matter how much praise those who do watch your vids give, it's hard not to feel that you're just not good enough when it feels nobody is even willing to watch them and the ones who do just don't seem to like them "enough" to subscribe for more. (even though i know myself how picky a youtuber i am when it comes to subbing and i usually watch about 30 vids before deciding to sub someone lol)
Anyway, i was probably 80% sure the channel was over, views were actually regressing, i was drawing abuse for zero reason other than crazed fans of big channels can't accept other people playing the same thing as their favourite and nobody else has a right to make videos. So yeah, it might "only" be 20, but by hell it's an incredible 20 and i couldn't be more thankful!!