It's not only you.For small youtubers like me,every sub counts and matters!I understand your hype mateidk if its me. But like everytime i tend to get a new subscriber i literally get goosebumps and feels like getting 1 mill subs LMAOO idk maybe im just crazy
Literally did that 5 mins ago HAHAHAyea i do i do a lil jump of joy and a fist pump