ive been grinding my channel alot in the last year and the other day i uploaded a video and it only got 50 views... its really sad to because i make all my subscribers legit if people are saying imma sub on more accounts i say pls dont... and i feel like im just failing this is just bad to me 800 subs almost and only 50 views on videos? really demonstrates me is this normal? i feel like i should be getting at least 100